Now i act and stuff but Getting paid from stuff takes time and I dont see any acting gigs coming up.

theres the option of stripping for this adult service (which i have a friend who could get me in), which ive never done before, yet theres the consequence of what my family, girl, and friends would think…plus i’m not sure if I wanna get caught up with that type of crowd.

my spirit tells me this is an experience to be learned ….so if give up the car, i have to catch the bus and rely on other people’s kindness for rides and whatnot…plus my credit might get screwd and it may keep me from getting a better job and another car…*sigh* but the benefit will be I’ll have extra money.

either decision with increase my money flow ultimately so thats not the issue…the issue is , get money now to the detrimate of my character or lose car and just wait till something new happens…..

surely ive been in tougher situations…if you have advice…go for it.